Have you noticed a couple of themes which are taking place at the moment,
We can realize more GRACE in our life which can mean different things to people. Maybe we need to BE more tolerant with ourselves and more patient around other people’s sensitivity and vulnerable behaviour. We are BE-ing invited to feel more compassionate in the way we respond to ourselves and others. WE can allow more GRACE for the differences in the ways we perceive our ever-changing worlds and realities.
The other sensory feeling THEME is that we are NOT LISTENING to others. Which can also mean “we’re not listening to ourselves or CELLS.” Sometimes perhaps we’re not even as tuned into our feelings as we might prefer to be.
Bearing in mind there can be healthy boundaries applied to the evolution of both of these sensory themes. We are just unfolding another layer of opening up our FLUID HEARTS to receiving and giving even more GRACE and COMPASSION to our selves and others. In this way we are evolving from within our group collective development as the New Human Gaians.
Mmm and its only June in 2020… so I imagine more Themes to come along this year..
At the moment in my own part, after doing many weeks of translating energy, typing, and writing up stories I have developed tendinitis in my hands. Probably whilst remaining too focused and holding the same position in my body. Maybe that represents a metaphoric way of my and our social behaviour. That we feel new consciousness and in our body there feels a willingness to change and embody these new upgrades within our senses. There can also be a delay in the way that we are able to implement and fully embody these new subtle sensory feelings within our body and simultaneously bring these new vulnerable states of BEING forward, through our open hearts and in our daily living life. We are entering new phases of growth and still LETTING GO of old patterns in our behaviour. Sometimes feels a gargantuan movement and yet moving on with change is inviting us all to BE MORE PRESENT.
Maybe it can be an emotional response to both subtle changes in the system, as in my case.
Yesterday, on the 02.06.2020, special dates, we travelled together as a family through beautiful, glorious countryside to an inland sea lagoon area, on the Mediterranean Coast as we have been unable to do this for many months due to the stay at home situation.
As I sat beside the lagoon for many hours, whilst my family members enjoyed a kayaking adventure. I chose to walk around the perimeter of The Bay. I could feel my senses and the ways that my body wanted to open up and be more fluid around my current behavioural situation and my life’s way of being. So feeling open, to explore this field of my focus, I opened MY HEARTS desire to feel and become more expanded and fluid.
I requested from my body to show me signs of what could be an impediment or a barrier in my allowance towards embodying these new ways being. As we raise these questions and invite new perspectives, sometimes the responses to our questions can be immediate and in other moments the response can percolate within us and come forward later. Especially when we even feel perhaps at our most vulnerable or tired. A response can come when we least expect it. In my case I sat alone quietly in my home space after a two-hour long journey home. We had allowed ourselves the gift of the movement to the Coast, through newly felt freedoms to our physical restrictions. We embraced and immersed ourselves in the stunningly beautiful, evocative countryside, teaming with the memories from other multiverses. Where familiar memories and emotions can feel stirred as we feel and know we have lived before, and still co-exist within our multidimensionality of this Languedoc region of France.
So, in the quietude of my home environment, tears began to flow. As I looked out from my window, where there is a panoramic view of the Pyrenees, the skyline began to transform as the sun began setting. In the distance around the mountains, magnetic storms of light began Flashing across the Night skyline. My tears reached a deeper space within me and I heard these phrases from my body reach out through me..
“ I don’t feel worthy enough to receive such a depth of HEART FELT LOVE in my emotional bodies and State of being”
The realization of this knowing bought forward even more tears, as I sensed deep awareness and remembrance, from my childhood when I experienced many connections with other realms of reality. There wasn’t space or a safe space in my life for me to discuss these or even relate these feelings to others, often around subjects regarding the existence of these other realities. The conversations with other beings, the astral traveling, the out of body experiences, the dream walking, the sharings which would take place with so called invisible friends. All of which, were normal and natural to me as a child. And still are, NOW.
Some days I can still feel shocked, that even after all of the inner work and the processing which has taken place for decades. How can this lack of self worth still show up?
How can this be possible? I wonder.
And then I received another visitation from the consciousness of a collective group of beings The Celestials and through beloved members of the Christed Family. All seemed to come forward and show up. A conversation began. A transference of awareness, and a deep sensory experience of being loved, from SOURCE.
It Comes in waves, showers, and downloads, filling my body and senses with overwhelming acknowledgments, Grace, gratitude, compassion, benevolence, and the deep affinity with knowing who I AM at the Core of my being. I can hardly breathe as I feel the depth of love beyond that which I have encountered until that moment. Even though, these types of transference can take place regularly. There can still be an unexpected visitation or transferring of immense loving energy that spontaneously occurs. And especially when I’m feeling at my most vulnerable.
How does this feel?
You can feel as if you are sitting together with members of your group soul family, all the ones that know and love you really well, maybe even more than you remembered, up until that moment, about yourself. It is as though they come forward to remind you that you are ONE with them. That they remember you, know you, and that you are a beloved member of the essence of this source energy. It brings tears to my eyes again, when I know and feel that they are within me and around me. I can feel the love and the compassion beyond words. For IT IS a feeling state. I often find myself rocking my body backward and forwards as if I being held in the loving arms of this loving energy of transference. As a mother or father would a rock a child in a loving comforting embrace.
I can hear, feel and view pictures in sound and movement through my sensory ears and eyes, I can hear the sound of the birds in abundance in cohesive concordance as if there is a sound surround facility within the Cabin home where I live in our Tiny House Village forest near the mountains. It is curious in one moment, everything can feel quiet and dormant, and at the same time teaming with the abundant essence of life.
The questions pop up,
Where do we store all this love, in our body?,
This deep essence of LOVE and COMPASSION which just remained dormant within ourselves for so long, maybe even since childhood. Why did it take so long to give myself a reminder of how loved WE are and I AM. We know time is an illusion, so in essence, perhaps it is about resonance or vibration. Sensory moments combined with movement can activate and stimulate our senses into LIFE. A point of meeting up with your self.
Peculiar paradox, is that these feelings can make you feel so tired, also exhausted. Perhaps it is the expression of the emotion, which has been compressed and suppressed, seemingly for so long. Spirit exists without a body, it can feel like a nebulous system of energy. And here we are in a central point of location within matter which houses this spirit and nebulous fluid energy. So we breathe deeply, we allow the sensations as it drifts and permeates its way into our sensory nervous system.
We are acclimating these senses within a nervous system. These are the shifts and remembrances we knew would come at some point. Some days I remember as a child waiting on my family to return and pick me up. When I realize now, they never left, as they coexisted within me. They stayed close by and remained in conversation through sensory pictures, holograms, and intuitive messages. All held within in a cellular memory encapsulated through my sensory feelings. They allow me to explore in my own unique way, as they and my I AM knew this had happened many times before in other realities, timelines, and civilizations. This really was not the only timeline to be involved in the process of perceived separation, which can feel brutally lonely, whilst returning to remembrance. I see and feel that now. So we are actually never alone. For the imprints and memories of our other types of existence live alongside us from within. And in some moments, a seal is broken and the “point of contact’ is reestablished.
We don’t mean to shock ourselves into the memory of these other existences, and yet this is how it may feel. Especially when we have been out of touch for a while. So for me, a way of processing these experiences is to feel, explore and share them, as a reference and reminder of their existence.
Primarily with myself.
And in some moments I can feel compelled to share them with others as I feel it might be useful. It is also a point of training ourselves to be conscious of these remembrances of being in contact with our deepest feelings, awareness, and knowing. Revitalising the more subtle feeling states that they invoke within us.
As I have momentary tendinitis I am collaborating with Apple dictate. So here we are, we collaborate with the technology that is available to us. I even noticed that it can become helpful to walk around whilst this information is being shared as the movement seems to assist the body to transmute and reflect on the meaningfulness of which is being shared.
I’m really grateful or maybe my body is really grateful for this movement. Perhaps as a child the rocking and the movement helped us to feel reassured. It recirculates our bodies’ senses. I can sometimes feel momentary anger or sadness that this connection to source felt so distant for so long.
Why was that so necessary? Did I really agree to that? I’m not sure. Maybe we just got into habits of fitting in and didn’t know the ways to validate ourselves and feel confident enough. Perhaps we were feeling in a ‘lack of reassurance’ that we could share this connection with others as it seemed so unaccepted in the environment we lived in and still can feel that way. When we are on our own, within our own creative bubbles – anything goes. So as a child we over adapted to our environments.
I can feel now that there are more of us, stepping out and walking together through these transformative processes and that we don’t need to hide under a rock any more or hide in a cave. Personally I’m not drawn to confrontation or activist types of sharing. More for peace and harmony and tranquillity within myself and other family members. I can also appreciate that anger can be a stimulant to create movement as we can be held back through a sense of inertia. So when this comes up, then I can acknowledge transition within my senses. I am less prone these days to project this, maybe still within the family whilst we learn, evolve and grow together. My preference is to take my own self-responsibility for the process of change in it, and allow space for others to take their self-responsibility, rather than be part of the loop where this behaviour circulates until transmutation takes place.
We can forgive and move on.
As part of self training to reflect these feelings to myself, my I AM invites me to embrace the fear of these emotions or sensory feelings. In this way, we can discover new ways to incorporate, transmute and embody them in new ways of living and being. To LOVE and include my body in the whole process even when it seems slow to respond there is some further patience that can be developed to BE more at peace with myself in that.
And where are we going with all of this?
We are entering into new phases of existence where other multidimensional aspects representing “who we are” are coming forward. We coexist alongside each other and in some moments of resonance, they enter into our states of conscious awareness. We remember other realities, that we feel participative with. We use these as references, as grid and guidelines especially when we are exploring new waves of sensory exposure as a collective species. This is not the only planet where these type of experiences take place. Each realm or planet of existence contains different exposures and effects of physics which creates an impact on our whole living experience.
We are a part of many experiments that co-exist across the planets, realms, and galaxies and WE CORRESPOND with each other, WE share references and information through these magnetic grids. Some might describe this as giving ourselves feedback from our Akash. We have an earth version of the Akash and these coexist alongside other planetary, galactic Akashic systems. So it can make sense that because these are reflections and containers of our living experiences, they act as a “Port of Reference” to our memory cells.
As water is a conduit containing memory, in a way that we are just beginning to remember we can install light encoded holograms imprints and information within water within its cellular structure. As we are messengers of light and record-keepers we chose the most expedient methodologies for storing light encoded information.
We are masterful inspirationalists and are constantly in collaboration with the creation of life. So grateful that we included all these insights, remembrances and light storage containers. Intelligence comes in many forms, packages and light spectrums.
In deep gratitude with Grace and Compassion and for all Living Life,
Intuitive Story Teller, of Living Life, InLove with Humanity and the Next Generation and the New Human Gaian.